Little boy

Little boy what do you see?
As you are searching for the love they bring.
You feel like you lost it all.
Your big brother is now forever gone.
Until the day you met again.
Heaven has taken him.
Your parents did nothing but fight.
As your father kept hurting your mother every night.
You so young with such innocent eyes.
The little boy who wanted everything to be alright.
A little sister came into the world.
That you have only seen in picutes.
You wondered why she had a different mommy.
But as young as you were they said nothing.
You watched every day.
Never knowing but always hoping.
The smile on mommys face would soon be showing.
Mommmy needs love that daddy can't give her.
You see now the things that you were never meant to see.
It pains me to see you have to go through this.
I never wanted it to be.
But you so young and innocent there is one thing you taught me.
Never give up hope that god is giving you a blessing.
I love you little boy and I know you love me.
Thank you every day for the joys you gave me.